A life lived in increments

Two shoves forward
one fall
back

When will I be afforded
more
than a moment to heal

Body, mind, spirit
divided

Each step wobbly
each breath short

Each night I lay down
unsure
what strength will tomorrow give

Or take

Determined not to lean too hard
on any strength
offered

Ready to fall
over and over

Reminding myself
I will survive

If only
I can keep a single vow
to myself